Now you wanna be free, i'll let you fly cos I know in my heart that our love never dies, you will always be a part of me. =)

Hmm…. I have lots and lots to say, but I’m just like having a mental block that I can’t put my thoughts into words.
Thanks to my friends again, thank you Jun Kai and Koon Ann.
I think I’ve to seriously learn,
I REAP what I SOW, ( lol)
Some things in life when we missed it we might not be able to get it back, never again.
I guess, it’s never too late to realize it now, at least I’ve really learn something.
I do not hate anyone else except myself.
I realize that no matter what happens nothing will stop life still goes on and each day will pass no matter how sad or devastated we are.
So, I’m trying hard really trying.
Well, time flies nothing last forever….
But on the bottom line it’s the matter of fact if we want to or not.
I never give up and for now I can’t because I’m rational enough to know who is really so dear and important to me right now at this point of my life.
Yes, it’s no point saying this now, but it’s just how I feel.
You guys might have or have not experience such a situation or perhaps maybe something worse. I guess you all will experience it one day or maybe you will never experience it in your life time.
We go through different stages in life, we have to make decisions and sometimes it’s difficult when you approach the crossroads. Which way to choose? Where to go? How?
The answers are actually within us.
Same goes for me, I choose to live in self denial. Hoping that I will and can maybe wake up one day and all that I’ve experienced currently it’s just a dream.
Hmm…yes, terrible, hopeless Emmerson. =)

Super dry and boring day, had some fun in the sports lab with some crazy classmates.

That's all..

Sigh... =) =(

hmm ....

A lot of things in this world is unpredictable,
But never in my life have I been so sure
You’re the only girl that I love in this cold world.
I yearn for you every day and night
Although you’re not ready for now, but I shall wait till you sort out your feelings right
I’m sure there’s something ahead waiting for us
Just like how we got together from the start.
You’ve never been out of my mind ever since the day you walk away
Like how you mesmerize me right from the very first day
Like how I persisted all these days
I shall wait for you till the day your back again
Although the future seems blur
But please be rest assure
We will create it like how we did
And venture into this whole new world.
For how long I’ll wait, time will prove it.
For how much I love you, actions will show.
Never be afraid to hold my hands again
For you , my girl I shall wait……

Can't stop looking back......

Sigh.. I can’t help but sigh.
There’s too much to say, and it’s just the foolish me.
When will I wake up from this stupid dream of mine?
Living on each day, hoping that I’ll wake up from this might mare.
I hope I could get to a place where I can just leave everything behind.
I do not want sympathy.
Why can people switch roles?
Oh perhaps I could not accept reality that’s why.
Control, control control.
Do not screw things up further.
Get back to reality.

happy yet sad day... =) =(

Just got this sudden urge to blog again, I’m so tired physically and yet I can’t sleep.
Today’s grandma’s birthday!
Went to celebrate her birthday at some restaurant at Mirama hotel.
The quality and the food sucks. The waitress who serves us is a cranky old woman.
I think I should really learn.
And I think I’ve develop this ‘’mental illness’’
I bet some of you did experienced it before.
When you’re waiting or expecting a call too much, at a certain point of time your brain will start playing tricks.
I checked my hand phone twice and I thought I’ve receive an sms to my surprise the phone didn’t even vibrate and there’s nothing. LOL
Laugh all you want. Ha ha..
Took some pictures with my cousins… will update as soon as I got hold of it.
I miss you….

04/07/08

Weekends full of dinners.
Hmm… why do all good things come to an end?
HAHA!
Trying to get better
And behave
Craving for Muthu curry
Thinking of you
A lot of stuffs to do
No time to decide
Laugh and cry
I hope I could buy time

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Sigh…. It seems like I’ve just got struck my lighting. Hahaha…..
Cold and out of breath….
This is madness hahaha…..
Having anatomy and physiology today, man I’m seriously cold and out of breath.
God, save me! Wake me up!