Yesterday, khab borrowed my phone to call his friend. After like ten minutes, I forget all about it and I start to panic and search high and low for my phone. And I wonder where the hell my phone is.
This is crazy…..
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Nice day =)
I really don’t know what to do…
No matter how hard I try to escape from it, no matter how hard I pray, I can’t seems to erase the feelings that hunts me day and night.
I’m clueless …..
No matter how hard I try to escape from it, no matter how hard I pray, I can’t seems to erase the feelings that hunts me day and night.
I’m clueless …..
Pls, save me.
Ever get so lost in a day?
Doing something and half the time your time or soul is actually not there?
I realized that I can’t, I’ve tried hard enough.
But ok it might not seem that I’ve.
I did, and it’s terrible.
Sigh …
Doing something and half the time your time or soul is actually not there?
I realized that I can’t, I’ve tried hard enough.
But ok it might not seem that I’ve.
I did, and it’s terrible.
Sigh …
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
what a nice day !
Oh well, oh…
I wish I could express my feelings not only through words and actions. I feel like as if I’m a mute at times.
Now that it’s all said and done.
I’ve lots of stuffs to say, lots of things running n my head, but I just feel blank.
I guess there is no other way the only thing is to keep it within myself so that I won’t be such a nuisance to anyone else.
Rotting at corner in the school library, it’s damn freaking bored.
Got up late this morning and have to cab to school rush to my bock without knowing which class I should go.
Get into the class and settle down like 1 min before the UT starts. Finally manage to start the UT and guess what? My come just shut down by itself. So I’m left with no choice but to use the paper and realize that I’ve not done any test using the pen for like almost 1 ½ years. Manage to finish every question in time.
Pretty much what that have happened this morning, what a good start!
Rotting at the library to wait for the next UT. And now is like 1:46pm only. Oh praise the lord! What a good day!
I wish I could express my feelings not only through words and actions. I feel like as if I’m a mute at times.
Now that it’s all said and done.
I’ve lots of stuffs to say, lots of things running n my head, but I just feel blank.
I guess there is no other way the only thing is to keep it within myself so that I won’t be such a nuisance to anyone else.
Rotting at corner in the school library, it’s damn freaking bored.
Got up late this morning and have to cab to school rush to my bock without knowing which class I should go.
Get into the class and settle down like 1 min before the UT starts. Finally manage to start the UT and guess what? My come just shut down by itself. So I’m left with no choice but to use the paper and realize that I’ve not done any test using the pen for like almost 1 ½ years. Manage to finish every question in time.
Pretty much what that have happened this morning, what a good start!
Rotting at the library to wait for the next UT. And now is like 1:46pm only. Oh praise the lord! What a good day!
Monday, July 28, 2008
All good things...
Yes, I’m repeating this again and again, why do all good things come to an end? Why??
Why?
Why?
If I wish I could do so, I would have done it earlier; if it’s within my control I would have done it earlier.
Of course, how I wish I can control how I feel. Ok it’s a little bit contradicting as we can control how we feel but at times we can’t.
I wish I can stop thinking that there is this someday or somehow, or just so that something like a miracle will happen.
I ask myself why am still so stubborn? Why am I still living in self denial when everything has been said so clearly? Why? Do you know why?
What are the factors that cause me to be such a pain?
Is it just because I’m stubborn? Yes there might be a possibility, but is that so?
Think a little deeper.
The emotions, assurance, hope, happiness and love that is planted in long ago doesn’t count?
Please believe me, it’s insuppressible, it’s demanding and it’s still taking my breath away.
Time can’t erase the feeling this strong.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
girl , my love will get you home. ( christine glass) edited.
Why?
Why?
If I wish I could do so, I would have done it earlier; if it’s within my control I would have done it earlier.
Of course, how I wish I can control how I feel. Ok it’s a little bit contradicting as we can control how we feel but at times we can’t.
I wish I can stop thinking that there is this someday or somehow, or just so that something like a miracle will happen.
I ask myself why am still so stubborn? Why am I still living in self denial when everything has been said so clearly? Why? Do you know why?
What are the factors that cause me to be such a pain?
Is it just because I’m stubborn? Yes there might be a possibility, but is that so?
Think a little deeper.
The emotions, assurance, hope, happiness and love that is planted in long ago doesn’t count?
Please believe me, it’s insuppressible, it’s demanding and it’s still taking my breath away.
Time can’t erase the feeling this strong.
If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home,
girl , my love will get you home. ( christine glass) edited.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
With you.....
Its 330am and I’m not sleeping yet.
Whenever I close my eyes, I’ll see those beautiful moments …..
And when I open my eyes, my heart will miss a beat, shortness of breath and coldness struck my heart.
I sincerely pray and hope that I could sleep and wake up with you telling me that, it’s just a nightmare baby, it’s alright.
Please, bring me back.
Is this what we all have to go through in life? Why?
Is that the only way for destiny?
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight (Chris Brown)
Whenever I close my eyes, I’ll see those beautiful moments …..
And when I open my eyes, my heart will miss a beat, shortness of breath and coldness struck my heart.
I sincerely pray and hope that I could sleep and wake up with you telling me that, it’s just a nightmare baby, it’s alright.
Please, bring me back.
Is this what we all have to go through in life? Why?
Is that the only way for destiny?
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight (Chris Brown)
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