It's so painful...

Ouch… It hurts like crap. Sigh, I shan’t complain anymore, never again. Love what you’re doing and carry on doing it. I’m just being a pain to everyone I guess. I hope I could go back to deep meditation like ever where only the mosquitoes were the only irritation. Take a deep breath and breath out slowly, think of what you’ve done so far in your live and give a deeper thought about what you say, the things you do, think about the person you care especially your love ones. Ok stop thinking it makes no sense. Some things might sound so ridiculous and unreasonable to you at times. But hold back, take a deep breath and think of what that have happened. You might see it differently. Trust me, give it a try. Then we will have less regrets in life.

I think I do , I think I don’t , I think I do, I think I don’t enjoy what I’m having now. Wah fuck! Just hear this song in office in that send me into deep thoughts, the chorus goes like that ‘’ I never have a dream come true, till the day I found you, even dough I pretend that I move on , a part of me will always be with you. ‘’ By S Club 7 I think. Yup, it’s super random again; I think I’m too bored in the office on a lazy Sunday morning.

MOVIE BY ME =)

Recently I my friend show me this fcuking funny website it’s Bombay TV. LOL! Check it out if your bored man! Or create add in your own subtitle for the Bombay movie. Muahahahahaha! http://www.grapheine.com/bombaytv/index.php?module=see&lang=uk&code=d4f2a6fc547c02691ee6d9bfd244f857

12/05

Wake up early in the morning just to get red roses from toa payoh and head down to school to accompany baby during her break. After which is stoning in the library for 3 hours and cab down to work together. Tomorrow we’ll be having UT for physiology and anatomy and I can predict it will be a killer sure die test!

Oh anyway just realized some very funny situation again, hahaha! Ok it’s with regards to my diploma that I’m taking which is Sports and Exercise Science. Alright, I do know that it’s pretty new in Singapore and people don’t really know what we study about so we can’t blame them. Ok there it goes.
During Chinese New Year when I’ll get to meet some of my relatives, and we will chit chat, so they will ask the standard questions. “ oh so now how old already ar? Wah very tall hor?! ‘’ ok and yada yada. Here comes the funny part.
Relative: ‘’ oh so what course you’re studying right now ?’’
Me: ‘’ sports and exercise science lor’’
Relative: ‘’ sports ar ? ‘’
Me: ‘’ yeah sports and EXERCISE SCIENCE’’
Relative: ‘’ oh sports exercise ! ‘’
Me: ‘’ Errrrr, yah something sort of.’’ Aiya hana whatever ( silently thinking in my heart)
Relative: ‘’ oh so next time be gym instructor la?
Me: ‘’ Errr, no.’’ WTF what gym instructor wah lao eh , ok la partially correct. =)
Me: ‘’ Er… it’s about sports science like study about gait analysis or develop lactic training all this like of stuff’’
Relative: Gave the stunned face ‘’ Ohhh I thought gym instructor lol ‘’
Ok and the convosation goes on and on and on, the point which I want to stress is that please don’t act like you know when you don’t even know about anything. It will just make you sound stupid. Haha ! I’m not saying that they are wrong hahaha ! ok la I know I’m a bit blunt but it’s so true, because 9 out of ten people don’t know what the hell I’m studying about and they will just assume and act like they know and it’s like so funny to me. Haha ! SO just for your information.
The Diploma in Sports & Exercise Sciences (DSES) aims to support the needs of the growing sports and fitness/health industries. It seeks to adopt a multi-disciplinary approach in the study of various sports and exercise science areas. With this diploma, you will be equipped with a strong foundation in sports performance and exercise/fitness settings.
With Singapore aiming to be one of the top ten sporting nations in Asia, there will be a need for more sports science specialists to help enhance the performance of competitive athletes. Furthermore, there is a growing fitness and wellness industry which leads to a need for well-trained fitness and personal trainers.
Graduates of the DSES Sports Performance Specialisation may find jobs in the following types of companies and organisations: Singapore Sports Council, National Sports Associations, golf & country clubs/resorts, sports & recreation clubs, fitness centres/gyms, schools & institutions, private sports coaching schools, sports service providers (outsourced partners with SSC and schools), health & wellness centres, HR departments in organisations (especially in workplace health promotion) , sports retail shops (such as nutrition stores, apparel stores), fitness equipment & supplies companies, fitness & health promotion service providers, hospitals & physical rehabilitation centres, child development centres (motor/physical development), and so on.
Ok, so now you people understand? Great! Remember it just in case in future you so happen to bump into a friend or relative or who so ever which is in the sports industry or perusing some similar course! Time to sleep! Ta ta ! =)


''Self-esteem is good but beware those with big egos."- Sir D B Patullo

OCH

Woke up early in the morning yesterday to accompany baby for her shoot at old change hospital. It’s a very quiet and peaceful place other then its tones of creepy stories. Spent like 4 hours there. It’s so exhausting, went to Changi village for western food and headed home to rest. That was pretty much how I spent my day.

Working right now, it’s so damn fucking boring 9-5pm without break can die.

‘’ Where are my secondary school friends? ‘’

MONEY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL!!

Money is the root of all evil and yet we can’t stop it. Why? I’ve got no idea too; I hope there is someone out there who can enlighten me. Having Inclusive Physical Activity today, first thing in the morning we played the ‘’ Mother hen and Eagle ‘’ game which we played when we’re young. It’s like donkey years since I play that game, can you imagine a bunch of poly students playing it. Haha!
Alright, let’s get back to money. Can we live without money? Can we don’t think about making more money in a single day? I don’t think so, unless you’re a luckily rich bastard you will disagree. But even rich asses think if making even more money! I think the world is driven by money, money and more money. Can we just like how our ancient ancestors during Stone Age? Hahaha. I we should set up a competition which is ‘’ who can live without money for 90days’’. =) sigh ~

Every Time I Close My Eyes..

Have not been updating since don’t know when, anyway just like to touch on some major events that have happened. Grandpa’s birthday was a success with everybody’s teamwork. It’s the first time after some donkey years that I feel that kind of family cohesion within my family. I feel that family cohesion is essential in build a healthy family ok I shan’t go further into details. HAHA. Anyway, I don’t think that life’s smooth for me currently. I felt that it suck a big time. OK shan’t go into details too. LOL.

Had a bad day today in school, I feel that some people just don’t deserve being who they are. Hey you! Yes you! Fcuk you! I hate people who act as if they are innocent and fucking sombong(Malay word). Like wtf , ok never mind HAHA, it’s just a small matter but I don’t know why I’m so pissed off. But the thing is that what the person does is just like ‘’ WTF’’ it doesn’t make any sense to me. Like why do you say that for? WTF ?! I don’t get it man, be a man, and do the right thing! HAHA.,,Opps, I think it’s getting more and more nonsensical to you. But never mind, let’s just forget it hohoho.

Oh baby was late for school this morning haha lazy bum. Ok not funny. Anyway, tomorrow will be another boring day and end off with work again. I wonder, and I seriously wonder when will I be able to break away from the rat race? The only solution I can thought of now is actually through education. But is there any other way? Ultimately I think Money is the root of all evil but it makes the world goes round HAHAHA =). Ok this may sound very wrong to you but I feel on my own perception that this is so true. We must be realistic and face the fact. Hey, I seriously don’t know why the hell am I typing all this stuffs out. Ok , I guess it’s freaking random but whatever that come across my mind now I’ll just type down. Who fcuking care about what introduction , climax and ending. Nonsense.


Ok, I think it’ time to sleep. Bye people( I wonder who sehh ). Good night!


"Listen to the salutation of the dawn, look well to this day. For it is life, the very life of life. In its brief span lie all the verities and realities of your existence, the bliss of growth, the glory of action, the splendour of achievement. For yesterday is but a dream and tomorrow is only a vision, but today well lived makes of every yesterday a memory of happiness. And of every tomorrow a vision of hope. Look well, therefore, to this day for it is life. This is the salutation of the dawn. "- Sanskrit Prayer