Hmm … I’ve got a lot of things to blog about, quite a number of things happened that change my course of life or my perspective of life. Woah… sound so serious arh! But it’s true………

Day 7

Some of the sweet memories, time can’t erase the feelings this strong, we will linger on…… =)

Day 6...

I’m still missing you dear love.
We should learn how to appreciate things when we have it. Not only when they are gone, be it your love ones or anything else.
I hope you will be back soon from hiatus…….

Day 3

Day 3 . My classmate happened to blast this song in class, always be my baby by David cook. Haha, madness, nice song yeah…. Sigh.
I’m sure we’ll linger on and time can’t erase feelings this strong. I know you’ll be right back. You will always be a part of me. The lyrics are so nice. It has been in replay mode on my com since yesterday till now.

Always be my baby... sighh

We were as one babeFor a moment in timeAnd it seemed everlastingThat you would always be mineNow you want to be freeSo I'm letting you flyCause I know in my heart babeOur love will never dieNo!You'll always be a part of meI'm a part of you indefinitelyGirl don't you know you can't escape meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyAnd we'll linger onTime can't erase a feeling this strongNo way you're never gonna shake meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyI ain't gonna cry noAnd I won't beg you to stayIf you're determined to leave girlI will not stand in your wayBut inevitably you'll be back againCause ya know in your heart babeOur love will never end noYou'll always be a part of meI'm part of you indefinitelyGirl don't you know you can't escape meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyAnd we'll linger onTime can't erase a feeling this strongNo way you're never gonna shake meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyI know that you'll be back girlWhen your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhhI know that, you'll be right back, babeOoooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of timeYou'll always be apart of meI'm part of you indefinitelyGirl don't you know you can't escape meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyAnd we'll linger onTime can't erase a feeling this strongNo way you're never gonna shake meOoh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)I'm part of you indefinitelyGirl don't you know you can't escape meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyAnd we'll linger on (we will linger on....)Time can't erase a feeling this strongNo way you're never gonna shake meOoh darling cause you'll always be my babyAlways be my baby

Monday E55F

Today’s lesson is so farking boring and my classmates are super freaking quite the only noise I can hear currently is the sound of our laptops and everybody’s busy doing their own stuffs chatting online and surfing some other website other than myrp.edu.sg. lol.
The problem statement for today is super dry.

Breakout with my classmates is fun, went to the café.
After first meeting the class is still so dead.
Saw some devil outside the toilet just now who gave khabir a killer smile.
I don’t think we will be able to produce anything decent for third meeting today.
My facilitator is a poser, who is a Aussie wannabe.

The clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation....

Hahaha, sigh. Oh man ‘’sigh’’ again. LOL I’m sorry just didn’t realize it that I’ve been doing that so often. Hmm…I’m coming up with something handmade for my baby. Yeah, and I hope she will like it. It’s not any expensive stuff but it’s a gift with my heart. It’s the thoughts that count yah! Ok crap……..

Oh man, my school starts at next week! Sigh, fcuking hell. But at least I get to spent some quality time in school rather than rotting at home or at work. Damn my understanding test grades suck especially for inclusive physical activity, Damn it. I’ve not idea what’s wrong with my brain. This is actually my easiest module and I can’t even score, yet ironically I did pretty well for my toughest module. WTF!

Sigh, opps sorry. There will be a dinner tomorrow over at grandma’s place hopefully I can make it. Have not been seeing them for like quite long hahahaha!

Hmm…. I really wish I could blog out how I really feel, but I can foresee a disaster if I do that so well, I should just forget it,(if only I could). Hahaha. alright, it’s about time to try to sleep again. Goodnight!

Boring day .... sigh .. .... ... . . HAHA

Sigh….. I just said ‘’emo’’ no more yesterday and yet now I’m feeling it again. Haha, why? I really do not understand why. I could not even expect the least I expect. Hahaha, and I really wonder will you even just so happen to stumble upon my blog. Hahahaha.

I’ve got a very unproductive day and a sleepless night; I think Khabir should understand why. It’s terrible to kept waking up in the middle of the night till early morning. Have any of you ever experienced it? Homemade sandwich for brunch and went to lift some weights. The rest of the afternoon is just stoning in front of the computer and television plus waiting…. And waiting…

After 5 hours, decide to go for a swim alone and I manage to drag my feet there, it’s my longest and most intensive swimming I’ve ever done alone. Oh shit , I sound as if I’m a loner hahaha! What to do? KA suggest to watch midnight movie and ton over kok’s house and watch Euro 2008. Not really interested as I’ve got work tomorrow morning. So………… see how then.

=)

‘’ Emo” no more! Why should we be sad? No point it doesn’t help at all! Haha, So learnt to see things in a different perspective and with an open heart everything should be fine. Oh man, fcuk is having 50% sale! Check it out. I want a subcrew backpack!
There are many things I wish I didn’t do in my life but the thing is that I’m not a perfect person. All of us learnt through different ways, we won’t learn something until we realize it ourselves. So I guess this is life, we learn as we grow, perhaps some of us will not even realize what we have done wrong till out end of life. We search for our true identity, our true self or we’ll learnt to be like someone else, I guess I’m still on the journey of searching my true self everyone else does that and we learnt from each other some of us won’t be able to make it till the end of our lives. Our life spent is short, very short. We are unable to do all the things we want within our life time.
But some of us are able to do it with some advantage that we are given at the moment when we enter this world. We study science and yet we fall back on our religion which is in turn create by we humans ourselves which what I believe other than the other stories which some of us believes.
I respect those religious figures as they are the very rare few of us humans whom have done something so great or have been so influential within their life time and their legacy live for a few thousand years till now. We humans have conquered the sky few hundred years ago and soon after that the moon and then plant Mars. So I’ve got one question, where is the someone or the few who believed to live ‘’up there’’? Funny isn’t it? And yet we still insist to live in denial. Hahaha.

When I see your smile tears roll down my face I can't replace. And now that I'm strong I have figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul, and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one. I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven. It's ok. it's ok. it's ok.Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one. I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven. Cause you're my you're my my true love my whole heart please don't throw that away. Cause I'm here, for you please don't walk away and please tell me you'll stay, stay... Use me as you will pull my strings just for a thrill and I know ill be okay though my skies are turning gray. I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven. I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven.

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lyrics - Your Guardian Angel

What boring holiday, boring day too. Sigh, sometimes I wish I could be deaf or blind so that I could see the world with a different perspective and probably I will get to understand more things.


I've realise it, i'm sorry and I think I've lost a friend. Pity isn't it ?

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Hi everyone! Oh man not bad at least I’ve got some readers! Haha yeah welcome to the other side of me where I can get super emotional.

Alright, I’ve been wanting to blog but due to all kinds of reason I decide not to. Hmm, so yah holidays is rather bored and I gonna have a very first class outing with my RP classmates HAHA! Surprising huh! Oh yesterday’s dumpling festival! Anybody realize that? Our Chinese tradition is dying out.

I do not want to be a hindrance, I promise and I shall not be one. Letting go and always look at the bright side shall be what I should practice. Hmm, work is getting tougher and some of the people there suck to the core sexist. I wish I could be a girl sometimes whenever I want because you girls tend to always enjoy special treatment from those boars that can’t control their male hormones.
I shall keep it short. Bye!
Ouch… sigh.