First day of my holidays and it suck.
Have got PP to complete but I’m not doing anything about it.
Just came back from a funeral. It’s a typical Taoist funeral, each table will be served some food and most of the people there enjoy eating the scrumptious meal prepared. I’ve got no idea why, but I just don’t have the appetite to eat. I feel like as if it’s so out of place. Aren’t we supposed to mourn for the death of the decease instead? Apart from that some of them still can gamble there right in front of the dead. Hmm, I find it so weird. I guess it’s another effect of modernization.
Anyway, I guess I’m suffering from insomnia. I can’t sleep although I’m physically worn-out by the gym session during the day time. Streams of thoughts just keep running in my head although I’ve tried hard not to even think of it. I wonder how long I will be living my life like this. Why is it so difficult? I don't know what else I can do. Sigh ..
Have got PP to complete but I’m not doing anything about it.
Just came back from a funeral. It’s a typical Taoist funeral, each table will be served some food and most of the people there enjoy eating the scrumptious meal prepared. I’ve got no idea why, but I just don’t have the appetite to eat. I feel like as if it’s so out of place. Aren’t we supposed to mourn for the death of the decease instead? Apart from that some of them still can gamble there right in front of the dead. Hmm, I find it so weird. I guess it’s another effect of modernization.
Anyway, I guess I’m suffering from insomnia. I can’t sleep although I’m physically worn-out by the gym session during the day time. Streams of thoughts just keep running in my head although I’ve tried hard not to even think of it. I wonder how long I will be living my life like this. Why is it so difficult? I don't know what else I can do. Sigh ..
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